Have you ever considered that maybe you don’t love yourself enough? Or are you one of those thinking it’s a selfish thing? Immoral? Useless? It’s also possible that it may have never crossed your mind that you could consider feelings of love towards yourself. Too busy dreaming of your soul mate. And of your perfect relationship that will fill all of your needs. And also heal all your wounds.
But still… there’s someone so close to you like no one else. Yearning for your love. It’s you.
In your heart there’s a child that needs Patience. And Tolerance. And Encouragement. Love. Tenderness. Do you offer them? Yes and No. In turn you never stop giving him dragon stories of how unlucky he is, and how slim are his chances to success. It’s called Pessimism. And it makes the child sad. And then there are those times when you really need to explain to him how well others succeed, unlike him who could never make it that well on success. That’s how you awaken Envy. Jealously. You make him lose the last shreds of trust in himself. Then you stir him up with things and pleasures that you can only give him scarcely. The result? He’s always eager but never satisfied.
The child within yourself needs your love. The love and appreciation he receives from others and also various types of satisfactions work, but only for a while.
When you don’t love yourself, you need more proof of love from the others. And when you don’t receive it, you get upset. But if you receive it plentiful you, think you don’t deserve it. You think of them as fools. And their love is suffocating.
THE CONCLUSION. You will never receive from others more than your ability to love yourself.
Awaken within the true form of self love. You won’t regret it. You will free the ones who love you from the burden of healing your wounds. And within yourself the hunger of love that made interactions compulsory, stringent and painful will fade away. What remains is an overflow of plentiful. A paradisaical journey into ever higher and more fulfilling states.
Hermina
